Posted by Michael Van Deren on July 21, 2013 at 2:29am

Hurting like crazy tonight. flood of thoughts that have been relentless and unending all night.  Building from weeks of knowing that I’m doing the right things yet feel so far from where where internally I want to be. Have made tremendous efforts to get out of the isolation zone and yet I have never felt so alone and separated.  Trying something a little crazy tomorrow and with out expectation to who I may cross paths with or humble hike in my own head, rather, take some reflection time on my own piece of ground in the mountains.  Remove all distractions and just live in the moment.  Weather its sunshine or pouring rain against my face; I welcome the experience to dig deep.